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Hi, my name is Sarah.
I like drawing, making and listening to good music, and reading.
I don't have to put everything about me in this. I hope you could know yourself by reading my blog.
You could check more of my blog posts from the Archives
Hi, my name is Sarah.
I like drawing, making and listening to good music, and reading.
I don't have to put everything about me in this. I hope you could know yourself by reading my blog.
You could check more of my blog posts from the Archives
8/15/2012
I'm okay
I'm going to be the one who knows the boundaries.I promise.Just promise me it'll be like nothing happened.Labels: #personal
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Feelings
Song : Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
Temen-temen gue bilang sih gue orangnya gapernah keliatan galau atau sedih atau apapun.
Mungkin itu salah satu yang akan gue bahas, hiding feelings.
Kalo lo yang tau gimana gue di sekolah, gue bisa dibilang gila. Tapi, kalo lo sekelas sama gue kelas 11 kemarin, atau you're just that close to me, lo bakal tau gue pernah nangis terisak-isak di kelas karena seorang teman nyembunyiin charger kamera sama USB dia. I may good at hiding feelings in public. Tapi terkadang sesuatu yang ditahan akan keluar dengan ledakan yang ruar biaza yea.
Oke, I have to admit I'm a mess these past weeks. Mulai dari rumah sampe di sekolah. Kalo lo tau gue dan lo bilang gue biasa aja di sekolah. I'm not okay. And it's okay that you don't know.
Tapi dengan gue ngepost ini, lo nggak usah dateng ke gue, nepuk pundak, dan bilang "Sabar ya sar, it'll get better." because that doesn't comfort me. It's a comfort to talk about my problems with some stranger that doesn't really know me, but I know they would listen. Hmm.. take it as... Gue adalah orang yang menggunakan misa pengakuan dosa di sekolah sebagai ajang mencari ketenangan hidup. And I'm a Christian.
It gets to that point where I keep things so well, it get me depressed.
Yes, depression, one of the most common things that teenagers could have. If you have similarities like my case right here, you should read more about depression.
Mungkin inti dari blog post ini adalah, if you're like me. Gabisa cerita your personal matters kepada orang lain, atau lo ngerasa depresi atau ternyata kasus lo lebih ekstrem, seperti.. suicide.
Know that, walaupun lo ngerasa hidup lo pointless, masih ada hal-hal yang membuat lo bahagia, dan lo harus percaya bahwa lo adalah alasan beberapa orang bahagia. Make a list of it, you'll get better. Believe that, every morning that you wake up is a breath of fresh air, and remember those jokes that you made with your friends, the songs that you sing together, remember those favorite movies that will come out, that song that you like.. the person you loved the most.
If it doesn't get better, you could talk to me. I may not know your problem, but I know that feeling.
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